i'm officially home!

Late night Quickly runs, jasmine milk tea, nutella waffles... I'm back in the bay.

I'm so so so SO thankful for the people in my life right now. I have never needed them as much as I do now, and they have been here helping me and so much more.

And I officially saw my best friend today. It feels like eons. And we just chilled like we were back in high school, watching her husband/Chester Bennington and the amazingness that is Linkin Park. And I broke down. and she was there to hold me.

And I'll be having dinner with my family soon. Oh no, we don't cook. Fuck cooking, we're all too lazy. And my mom will say shizz that aggravates me. And my dad will do rando shit as well. And my sister and I will sigh and want to leave that very moment. And we'll have our temporary weird but enjoyable conversations about the news or family drama. And all will be good.

I'm home i'm home i'm home!!! <3

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Know the sport?

Process started at 8pm.
Official paper writing at 12am
2 naps squeezed in.
Approx. 2 hours of sleep
8 page research paper for txc107.
Finished an hour before it's due
With the quarter's worth of data,
35 pages turned in total.
Made it to class
twix for breakfast.

:)

song of the moment - "Mad" by Ne-yo

my fall quarter08 playlist

So Excited - Janet Jackson
If I Were A Boy - Beyonce
Cookie Jar - Gym Class Heroes

Shake It - Metro Station
Just Dance - Lady Gaga
Feedback - Janet Jackson
One More Drink - Ludacris
Bojangles - Pitbull
Cupid - 112

Right Now - Akon

Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback

Ich fuehle schuldig.

Ach, vielleicht sehen Sie, dass ich auf Deutsch wieder schreiben...

Ich weiss, dass wir verschieden Leute sind, und wir haben verschieden Signifikanz fuer einander, aber ob wusst, uber was mache ich, werdest du enttaeuscht sein, und das werde zu viel fuer mich...

Also schlafe ich mit diesem Mann. Und ich fuehle froehlich darauf, aber ein paar Tage spaeter und ich fuehre aus, dass bin ich nicht besonders. Er hat kein Herz, keine Seele. Und er hat eine Freundin! Sie kommt aus sein Highschool, denke ich. Falle ich fuer ihn? Even if I was, er ist eine Person, ich wollte nicht zu meinem Freunde und Familia bringen.  

Das Lied fuer jetzt--"If I Were A Boy" by Beyonce. Warum? Viel ich fuer sein Fruendin schuldig bin. 

Meine Zimmer ist unordentlich. Vielleicht das ist eine Analogie fuer meinem Leben.