"the only constant is change"

i remember my accounting professor said that. and i thought it was sooo insightful because i had never heard it before and yet it was so true.

the beginning of the end [on this transition called college] is upon me, and i can't help but reflect. to fellow freshmen out there - your last year will be here before you know it. gosh, it seriously just seems like yesterday that i was back in milpitas, waiting to get the hell out/eager/scared to start again. and now i'm... here back in milpitas lol waiting for my last year to start.

i remember last year i made a list of all the good and bad (but mostly good) that happened in my life that i was soo grateful for. i havent made a list for the past year for a reason... i've met some amazing people, but its hard to say that i'm truly... thankful? for everything that has happened. iunno. haha i blame working so much :P so much work, not enough time to think

life changes... ::sigh:: it's funny how you think you have everything planned out, and then things change. its kinda sad that the people in my life that i thought would stick around for another good 5-10 years are now distant and an unimportant part of my life right now. sometimes its just hard to let go... sometimes growing up is hard

hello july.