22. Bachelors. Corporate. City

There's been a lot of change going on lately. New job, new city, new living situation. It's been a lot of new, and I'll admit that I'm just starting to appreciate the beauty of it.

For the past three weeks I've been so pessimistic and I bitch about everything little thing, but hear me out: it's different, can be scary, and not what I'm used to, so let me have my tantrum. I'm trying my hardest to be open-minded, appreciate the new environment and see the differences as a good thing, not a bad thing.

So if you're hating it so much Kris, why the eff did you move out? Good question. lol

I love love love my little college town, and it will forever have a special place in my heart. But the one thing I had to learn the hard way is that it's so different living in a college town when you're not a college student yourself anymore. I miss the quaint little town, I miss the people I lived with, I miss my friends who were 5 mins away or less (hell, it was like I spent a 5th year of college there!), but it was time to grow up. Time to meet other young working adults and experience the grown up life. Plus, the unhappiness/uneasiness of it all was starting to get to me. I wanted a new job, I needed a new social circle/environment and simply had to leave behind all the bullshit that built up (Guess it was good it happened then, because it was part of the catalyst for change...)

The first week wasn't easy. Couldn't emphasize it enough - new job, new city, new living situation. And commuting. Oy, so difficult. And then some stuff happened lol and I realized that although I wanted to go back for graduation, I had to prioritize things and focus on moving here.

So my fourth week at work is about to start tomorrow, and I've decided that I really need to stop bitching. It's funny, it seems like (mostly) everyone else is excited for all that's going on in my life (specifically the move) but me. lol yeah, there's definitely something wrong with that picture...

So here's my new mantra: 22. Bachelors. Corporate. City.

What does it all mean? It's a reminder that I am young, successful, and smart. I am a 22-year-old with a Bachelor's degree, who works for Corporate, and lives in the City. And for that, I should be extremely happy, proud, and blessed.

(I know, I'm hella boasting on myself but whatever. I mean, before anyone else believes in you, you gotta believe in yourself, right? And if you can't take it, suck my nuts. ahaha)

22. Bachelors. Corporate. City. Yee!