[so this is what peace feels like]

or at least the beginning stages.

Does time really heal all? At first you don't believe it, but as time goes on (in days, weeks, months, and maybe even years...), it does. And it's just funny. Because many many many months later, I don't know what we ever had or what I ever saw in you. All I remember is my feelings were deep and I was so hurt beyond belief :\ so let me know, time, when this wound will heal, but until then, I'm still reeling from glimpses of pain. they're reminders of what was and what will hopefully never be again.

Hmm... [song of the moment]
"For Good" from Wicked


update/rando epiphany: looking back, i should've taken it as a sign that you somehow set off my carbon monoxide alarm after you left my apartment. lol